Honestly, I wish I had an awesome story like I was off, scaling the Himalayan moutains….. or in the rainforests of Brazil, discovering the cure for cancer.

The truth is, I have been working nonstop to pay the bills and getting caught up in a lot of personal issues. Not to mention, getting weighed down by the sagging economy. However,  I think there is a low point everyone has to get to before they realize that the power to make certain changes  lies only within themselves. And dwelling on the negative only creates more negative.

Anyways, enough of my self-motivating banter. I’m back and working towards better things to come. I hope you guys didn’t miss me too much!

Look for updates on the site soon and hope everyone catches my cam show tonight!

I did a cam show on a new network yesterday to try to pick up some new members. I’ll have to admit it was a little strange getting in front of a bigger audience again but it reminded me of when I was doing webcam full time when I first moved to Vegas and was trying to get out of my parent’s house. Yup, I was an official webcam girl..and I guess you could say that was really the beginning of my adult industry “career”. I worked at a few different “studios”, which were basically commercial office space that had been converted into a main office and several small bedrooms equipped with a twin bed, computer, and camera. I was soooo scared the first time I showed up at one for a job interview. I had my dad drop me off since I didn’t even know how to drive at the time. I lied to him and said I was applying for a job as a secretary at a construction company. Conveniently enough, the webcam studio did have a sign in front that read “Triangle Construction”. The owner was a sleazy older guy that had even sleazier younger guys running his office. Needless to say, I didn’t stay there long. I’ll never forget the one webcam show I did there that paid me  a lot of money though. There was one guy I talked to that had some kind of fetish for seeing girls put pies in each other’s faces. So this other girl and I had a pie fight in the shower at the studio and they broadcast it on live webcam for a private show. Haha.

I bounced around to a few other webcam places after that, and when the last one finally went broke and closed down, I thought I was done with doing webcam for good. I even tried a normal 9 to 5 for a few months as a customer service rep at a miserable merchant credit card company but would’ve blown my brains out if I continued any longer. I literally got yelled at everyday over the phone by disgruntled customers, and my blood pressure and mental health couldn’t take it any longer. And I didn’t see how I would ever have time to get back to school with a “normal” job and trying to support myself. That’s when I decided to return to the dark side I guess you could say.  I started doing some nude and adult modeling which eventually resulted in me finding a job as an office manager for a photographer, who ended up being my main photographer today and the guy who originally proposed the idea of a website to me. And I guess the rest is history as they say. WOW, don’t you love how that mentioning of my last webcam show turned into a rant on how I ended up with IsisLee.com????? Now you know, if you didn’t already. :-O

Anyways, nothing much going on here but the daily grind. Brownie is still getting bigger but I have no idea when she will deliver. I wish I had a countdown going but I’ll probably come home from work in the next few weeks and be surprised by a box full of newborns when I get home. Either that, or she’ll have them in the middle of the night. I guess we will see. Some of my members and I have a bet going on how many there will be. I bet three.

I’m going to be working the rest of the week through next Wednesday so I will no doubt be keeping busy!

I feel pretty good with myself now that the house is substantially cleaner than it was this morning. I can’t wait until I can afford to have a maid come once a week or something. I don’t mind cleaning, but it just seems like I don’t have much time for it sometimes. I can’t wait until I buy a Roomba also. Hopefully it won’t turn out to be an evil robot vacuum though.

We shot some stuff on Monday and Tuesday. Just some solo, a little anal play, a cute schoolgirl outfit,  some stockings stuff, and a promotional set for freeones.com also. Look:

Look for those full sets on the site soon!

Finally went downtown on Tuesday also to set up my LLC name, then opened a business bank account afterwards. Those were two things I had needed to do for a while.

Of course, I will be working at the club all weekend. I have less than 2 weeks before the end of the month hits again. I’m trying to balance work with also getting stuff done for the website and shooting content regularly. I need more hours in the day! Or maybe just get up earlier in the morning. I love to sleep though!

And to end this entry on a positive note….my friend, as it turns out doesn’t have cancer. I had a feeling that it was just a scare anyways.

I hope everyone’s having a FUN and SAFE Friday night!

They are still so bad that I didn’t even notice an improvement.  I actually thought they had gotten worse since my vision seems a little blurrier recently. I guess that’s just from wearing contacts that were old or because they were too strong. I also decided to try out some Acuvue Advanced contacts, which are a step up from the Acuvue 2’s which I had been wearing prior. Apparently they aren’t supposed to feel as dry, which is nice since I spend a lot of time in front of the computer. I can’t wait until I can get the lasik surgery. A girl at work even told me yesterday that modern medicine has even gone so far as inventing a procedure where doctors can surgically implant a special contact lens into your eye! That is just plain crazy! I think I would opt for  the lasik anyday but I guess the latter is an option for people that can’t benefit from Lasik.

It feels nice to finally have some food in my fridge. I think it’s been over a month since I stocked up and I’ve gotten really sick of eating out. Plus, one of my resolutions is to give up fast food for a month or two.  I LOVE grocery shopping for myself, and my favorite part is when I get home and have to put it all away. I keep walking into my kitchen and looking in the fridge, like I’m checking to see if it’s all still in there. I feel like a squirrel checking on her winter pile of nuts or something, haha. Feels nice to be able to cook a meal at home again finally.

We shot a scene today on my new bed that I got just a few days ago. I guess we’re adding a bunch of new features to the site within the next few weeks,  including a contest give-away section where I’ll be giving away a souvenir from each shoot…so I set aside the dildo I used today for one of them.

I have to get some things done tomorrow and shoot a few more scenes, so I won’t be going into the club. I just found out today also that one of my closeset friends is having a biopsy performed tomorrow to see if she has cancer. ……………..I’m hoping things turn out all right.

I’ve been having fun doing the cam shows every week, even if we had some tech problems in the last 2. It was still fun to goof off with my regular guys, even without audio working. We did a shoot last Thursday at that house I had mentioned in my last entry. It was my first time meeting the other model, Mai, after seeing her profil online and talking to her through email. Turned out she looked a little like my younger sister (yikes!), at least in the face. Unlike me or my sister though, she had HUGE, real boobies! We shot a few soft sets, and did a dualing sybian…but she wouldn’t put all of her weight on the sybian so I couldn’t get the reaction I wanted out of her.    It was still good times. I’m going to post pics a little later. Right now, I need to get my butt in bed so I can get up early tomorrow to do some cleaning before I head to work. I wish it would get a little busier at work. I can’t wait for the summer to be over!

Said I would add something from the shoot with Mai…so here is a little preview:

Look for this set on the site soon!

xoxo

I did a cam show last night and squirted AGAIN! Woot! I am mastering it! (okay tooting my horn a second time) I’m jumping on all the machines again for Thursday’s show so hopefully we’ll get a big turnout. I will probably be shooting all day on Thursday also. I have some new ideas. I just wish we could get a new location to shoot at. We still need to paint 2 of my bedrooms as I am tired of the same white walls in every photo set. I’m hoping to get that done in the next few weeks.

I have to go in to work at the club today for a few hours since the end of the month is just around the corner. I’m getting sick of summer in that place since it’s always a non-stop, bitching and complaining fest everyday almost. Ah well, I guess that is the only inevitable outcome when you get a bunch of women together.  HA! In all seriousness though, I hope it starts picking up there soon. Although, we have more than 2 more months of hot temperatures.

On that note, I hope everyone is staying cool and not getting hit with this crazy weather that seems to be happening all over the place.

 I had been to the same conference in 2006, but this year I actually had a product to promote…my website! So needless to say, it was a great time. It was nice to see a lot of familiar faces from the industry also.

I got to hang out at the pool for most of Thursday afternoon and shot some stuff with the underwater HD video camera. Just some flashing stuff, and just me being silly. I also shot some spanking and easy bondage stuff later in the hotel room with Master Len, who is one of my favorite people. I had a lot of fun. Hopefully that stuff will be up on the website soon.   

Here are some pics of me and my little sister being dorks at the pool on Thursday:

I have no idea what is going on in that second one, so don’t even ask!

My crew threw a party in the Hardrock’s club, Body English, on Thursday night where we showed a debut of their first horror/porn full- length feature film, Succubus, which stars Raven Riley and Liz Vicious. Maybe I’ll get to be in the next movie. We also announced the launch of my site, along with AvaKnight.com, ShaiWest.com, and TrishaUptown.com. I had bought a really sexy outfit just for that night, so I have to admit I felt a little like a celebrity.

We hit up the Players Ball afterwards which was in a club called Asia at the Planet Hollywood Hotel. That place used to be the Aladin, which I hated going to when I lived in Vegas since the parking is so far from everything! I had to take my shoes off while walking through the shops to get to the club since it felt like it was almost a mile-long journey! The party was great though, and one of my favorite scratch DJs, DJ QBert, was spinning. I even got to meet him, pretty exciting! It was also fun to hang out with the crew and get to know Ava, Shai, and Trisha.

Finally, on Friday the forum was wrapping up so I met up with Trisha and Ava in their room for some shooting. First, Trisha and I shot a girl on girl which I think turned out great! I LOVE shooting with girls that really like girls and Trisha made me really comfortable with her from the moment we started making out! Next, we brought Ava in, who seemed a little shy at first but I busted out the trusty “massager” and she squirted when I held it right on her clit for a little while! SUCCESS! Now, she is the 2nd girl I have made squirt.

We packed up and headed back to AZ after the shoot, and finally got back around midnight. I was pretty exhausted but managed to make it to the club to work on Saturday during the day, which turned out well. Then, later that night, my girls and I met up at a little dive bar in Tempe where my manager was hosting her birthday celebration. She had made fliers and everything, and had the event advertised, so the place was packed to the brim! I wasn’t designated driver that night so I had a few birthday shots with my friends. Then, we decided to head to a strip club in Scottsdale for more shenanigans. We got there and had more drinks and tipped some girls on stage. The club was also packed full of people and we were having a blast when one of my friends ran into an ex-fling she hadn’t seen or talked to in 2 years. He was a total jerk to her though, and acted like he didn’t remember her. So of course, we had to leave afterwards since my friend was upset. It had to mostly be the alcohol so I’m sure she’s not thinking about it too much now, at least I hope not because this dude seriously looked like Charlie Brown, LOL. She is way too hot to be concerned. Girls nights out always end in some sort of guy drama, I’m getting sick of it. Oh well, we were having an awesome time up until then, so I can’t complain.

I did a cam show all by myself on Sunday and managed to make myself squirt with the back massager. I really surprised myself since it was only my 3rd or 4th time, and it was like a damn geyser when it let loose! I soaked the sheets and pillow so much you could see it clearly on camera! Hopefully, I can totally hone this skill.

So that was my week in a nutshell. My body is telling me that I need to take it easy for a few days after all this crazy partying. It definitely was a lot of fun though!

My myspace headline today was even, “Isis Lee sees the light at the end of the tunnel” because that is exactly how I feel at this moment. I feel like I have pretty much been working towards this virtually unattainable goal up until now, and it is almost surreal that it has finally happened. Well, I guess I should save most of my bragging until I actually gain some notoriety, eh?

Anyways, I haven’t been online much the last few days since I’ve been sweating it out at my day job. We just passed Friday the 13th of this year. I am not really superstitious but I couldn’t help being a little wary that day. It seemed like it got off to a great start since I finally had a good day at work. I got home later and was about to leave for the grocery store, when I opened my garage and noticed 2 little dogs, a  chihuahua and toy-poodle without collars wandering across the street. Of course you should know by now that my soft spot for dogs cannot tolerate strays since I always worry they’ll get hit by a car. I managed to get both of the little dogs over to me, and got a collar and leash around the little poodle, and surprisingly was able to pick the chihuahua up. I brought them to my backyard, and luckily they seemed to get along with Cado and Lucky, even if the male chihuahua seemed a bit stand-offish. I had a sneaking suspicion that the lost dogs had come from the house directly behind my back wall, since I had taken a peek over once and seen 2 little similar toy dogs staring up at me. So, on instinct I drove over to the same house to see if they had lost their dogs. When I got there I noticed their front door was wide open but nobody was home. I rang the doorbell, then shut it and left a note saying I had found 2 dogs I believed were theirs. With no other ideas in mind, I headed home. Finally around 11pm, the neighbors finally called and confirmed they had lost their dogs which were similar to the ones I described in my note. A man came over a few minutes later, stating that his wife had accidentally left their front door open when they left for dinner. Those little dogs were sure glad to see him I admit I was a little sad afterwards though since I had spent a little time with those little guys, and they were  so sweet and adorable. The chihuahua was a bit anti-social with the rest of the dogs (he kept showing his teeth to them)  but kept trying to snuggle in my lap. Awww! It still felt good to have done a good deed though. Well, at least as a dog owner myself, I would be more than grateful if someone had done the same if my dogs had somehow gotten loose.

However, right after the dogs left, I realized I had no idea where my car and house keys were! I even went to the supermarket I had earlier bought dinner at to see if they had them. Then circled around the neighborhood to see if I had dropped them during the dog fiasco. No luck though. Losing your keys is pretty stressful! I figured it was a lost cause around 1 in the morning finally and retreated to bed.  And guess what……I found them in my front yard in the morning! I guess the darkness had prevented me from seeing them the night before when I was searching. Yeah, that felt pretty stupid. But I guess Friday the 13th wasn’t really that bad afteralll.

I worked Saturday which turned out decent. Sunday was Father’s Day, which I figured would be slow…so I helped my best friend move in the morning, then took my 9 mm out to the range and fired off a few rounds that afternoon. Later, just got some cleaning around the house done. I was planning on working today but I needed to get my window blots replaced on my car since I got a recall notice on them last week. Apparently, they are faulty in some of the same cars and cause the window to shatter when being rolled down. Better to be safe then sorry, right…besides it was free of charge. Well, that whole thing was supposed to last 2 hours but they didn’t call me to pick up the car until 4 hours later. (I think the service consultant went to lunch in between. I wonder if I were actually paying for the repairs, that they would’ve been a little more prompt with it?) Needless to say, I didn’t make it to work. Instead, I worked on a few things around the house.

So once again, I AM SUPER EXCITED the site is finally up and functioning! I hope you all LOVE it and are having as fantastic a night as I am!

xoxo